I’ve got the blues. The birthday blues. This is new. I am usually a big fan of birthdays. Celebrating them, planning surprises, thinking of little gifts for the people in my life. I love finding the perfect present, the best way to celebrate. It’s that person’s own little day, that only happens once a year, and, the sap that I am, i try my darndest to be the catalyst for them to be happy it’s their birthday. Now my birthday, this year, I feel like hiding under the covers and putting out a sign that says “Go away.” I’m turning 23 in a couple of weeks and every time i…