I was talking to a couple of friends yesterday, about a lot of things, mostly how ridiculous I’ve been lately. And I have been ridiculous. I have let my mind wander too far, too much, and let my id take over for most of my decision making. But that is neither here and there, and you know what? Hearing myself say all these things OUT LOUD, well, just has made me realize how absurd I’ve been. I was both there feeling the release of talking things through with other people, and also seeing it as an outsider and shaking my head at how nuts I’ve been. After I got home,…